**love's the funeral of hearts and an ode for cruelty...**
'lo sexxi's
another school year almost gone and passed, it's unbelievable how fast it has gone..w00t !
well lots of things have happened in the past few dayz
can't say im thrilled
not ashamed to admit anymore that i am sad..you could say depressed i suppose but that's lame and everyone says that..so screw that..i won't show it
Gabe, you betrayed me ..but i still love you, i don't know why but i do, you want me to get over you but i just can't..we've been through so much..something is still there for me
until next post-
</3kita
poem:
a small fragile girl stands in the pouring wet,
sulking in memories she just can't forget.
recalling times when she loved and shared,
remembering times when he actually cared.
won't show her sadness, she'll sew fake smiles on,
can't show true feelings, her happiness gone.
she finally broke down, her sadness it shows,
sick of the lies, they all were a pose.
she shows all she knew, exposes mistakes,
the cuts on her wrists, the blood isn't fake.
the tiny scarred heart that's on her wrist,
it reminds her of him, he'll surely be missed.
**critique it ppl, thanks**
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